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  1. Thanks soo much! Turns out the file corrupted during upload to SC and I deleted the original thinking it was already safe. ;~;
  2. OK so I'm a hijabi and I'm obsessed with lolita styles in clothing, since I'm also obsessed with sewing and it's the epitome of sewing projects. BUT LOOK AT THIS. Im like a kid in a candy shop its the most beautiful thing I've ever seen my gOD.
  3. What style do you like? Is there a certain look you want to achieve? What are your favorite beauty routines?
  4. I've been having a bit of a hard time today. ғᴏᴏᴅ ʟᴏɢ Binge one: 6-8 very large pieces of buttered french bread and crushed tomatoes (estimated) 2 cups of pasta Status: not purged Binge two: a full plate of doritos, a hamburger and some southwestern salad a further 4-6 cups of salad 1/4 of a bag of dorito Status: purged ɴᴏᴛᴇs It was strange that after I purged I felt so... refreshed. It felt like the best thing i could do for myself just because I finally felt like I had control over something. That I was finally doing something right. I even took a shower after it was done, and when I weighed myself i was down to 245. That's a full 5 pounds, my god. Even typing it has me amazing. I'll honestly start purging more if I get these kinds of results, even if I really hate eating. Which I do. I hate it so much. Not in a superficial 'anorexic' sense, more of a 'the sensation of food in my stomach makes me want to vomit my own intenstines out my mouth' sort of sense. So yeah. I'm still kind of really mad at myself that I didn't purge my first binge, but knowing me and my lazy ass, if I'd have done it, I wouldn't do it again, because it really taxes me. ᴛʜɪɴsᴘo Ive been really drawn to the doll asthetic lately. But knowing me I would never be able to pull it off in niqab. Or even with- -out. My cheeks are way too red. I'd look like a tomato.
  5. I tried real hard to mash these two together, but their gifs didn't match so I'm gonna throw them in separate areas. I guess I'm a bit of an overachiever haha.
  6. Sure! I'll give it a shot. I have a guide for it here just to make it easy for you, and a few extra not-as-goth themes in it for the use of others.
  7. I made a cover of Halsey's 'Sorry'. My voice is awful, but I can at least say my sound editing is dope. I added a cool vintage effect to it, and it took a long time sorting out the little details. I'll wait to post it before I get the mods approval.
  8. Oh, I see! That makes sense, I get it! Don't worry, I'm pretty sure we agreed on making a separate community for 18+ so we can both be happy. : )
  9. Do you mind if I ask you why? I just feel it's more destructive than good.
  10. ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ Hello, I'm Salsabeel, one of the new people here. I am a sixteen year old Muslimah from the United States. I only have a few hob- -bies outside of my eating disorder, but they are learning foreign languages, and streaming when I'm working. Speaking of, I work as a commission artist for various companies, usually comic and visual novels.I have a lot of work, but I can't post it publicly due to my contracts. Which kind of sucks. sᴛᴀᴛs Name: Salsabeel Asfour Age: 16 Height: 5'5 Weight: 263 Ibs Estimated UGW: 80 Ibs ɴᴏᴛᴇs I'm pretty new to forums in general. Even newer to accountability. That's alright, though. I'll try my best to make a good thread if I can. I really want to make some friends here, and have some pretty chill times. Recently, I've been having issues with my illnesses, so I really just want some kind of distraction from it all, since dealing with feelings is for the simpletons. But in any case, I thought this would be a good idea, since my new friend Speaknow taught me some cool tips on making some pretty posts, so I can take some creativity in it, if nothing else.
  11. Yeah, that would be great. It would stress me out if every group did challenges, and I couldn't join any of them even if I was interested. That's all, if you do run a challenge, I will stay out of it, and I don't mind that I will, I just still want to be here if I can since this community is lovely.
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