Single Status Update
I keep trying to come on here and catch up and post and be with everyone and where I feel good ...
and this damn depression is making just staying and sitting at this Fing computer ridiculously hard.
I don't want to eat, I don't want to sleep, I don't want to buy anything because nothing brings me joy.
I have failed in every aspect of life.
Ugh - I will pop back on later ( for sure) when I am not so negative.
I want to spread good vibes to all you you who are suffering too - not make your suffering worse.
I am sorry I am even here today.