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Spankablebutt last won the day on July 20 2018

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  1. spankie, what's wrong
    sorry that I was not active, I heard that you are sad

    you can talk to me anytime you want

    1. pinky*

      pinky*

      wtf what I have missed

    2. Wisteria

      Wisteria

      her account has been suspended due to being abusive toward other members. 

  2. Only had 4 cups of water so far:

    nned at Least 8 more cups today ... and it is already almost 5 pm.

    TIME TO CHUG water!

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    1. Pandie

      Pandie

      Good luck!

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    1. Pandie

      Pandie

      Thank you, beautiful!

    2. Mum

      Mum

      Thanks, you too 😘

  4. I hope you're doing well or at least okay today!

    1. Spankablebutt

      Spankablebutt

      I guess better than my worst?

      HAHAHAHA

      How great ( and honest)  is that of an answer?

    2. Jermaxonz

      Jermaxonz

      Good enough lol there's this guy at work that goes around asking people how they're doing and any time someone says something other than good he goes "Shhhh, they're listening"

    3. Spankablebutt
  5. Okay - so even though today is day 1 of the extended HSDG - I am still posting in here. There is no real point in making separate place for extended 😛 But , I pretty much am sure I am just going to fast today....but I can have up to 900 cals today.
  6. Good morning/Afternoon Beautiful!

    I hope you're feeling better and have the wonderful day you deserve.💛

    1. Spankablebutt

      Spankablebutt

      awww, thank you - I am having a much better day ❤️ 

      I got in ALL my reiki practice I needed yesterday, but down on amphetamines...got some energy healing myself...feel I am on the right track now.

    2. Pandie

      Pandie

      That is so so great to hear. 💜

  7. and today was a crap mess - emotionally and food wise. Do not know what I ate, cal wise.... Was junk-ish food. No binge though and I did purge a bit I just am more concentrating on survival of the day than cals today... which, surprised the crap out of me.
  8. Hey - I am starting the " extended HSGD" on Saturday! Would you like to join me?
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    1. Pandie

      Pandie

      Thank you beautiful 💜

  10. Great - I tell myself to get off PAO for a few days ....and yet, here I am , what... an hour or so later...back on 😞

    I have nowhere else to go, I can't talk to anyone....I have nothing I can get myself to do.

    so I sit and stare at the screen.

    Maybe if I just keep this screen open and clean my room - it will feel like I am not so alone?

    1. Mum

      Mum

      Luv ya ❤  Glad you are not isolating yourself.

    2. ghostingboy
  11. and just btw:

    I deleted my saved messages  on PAO.

     I did NOT block anyone.

    I WOULD NOT BLOCK ANYONE.

    It came to my attention that it says" the user has left the conversation.

    If , in case, anyone tried to message me : no, i did not block you.

    I just deleted my messages because they were making me sad.

    1. Mum

      Mum

      *hugs. If you want to chat, trust me that I can relate. Remember the situation I told you about with getting away? And how my Dad is? Well it all blew up last night. Right now I am just riding the waves of how I am feeling. Trying not to act out on self harm. Trust me when I say that even when you are discouraged (and post/message about it) that you/your words are not pulling us down. I know for myself, it helps remind me that I am not alone in my struggles and that others can relate ... Maybe we cannot resolve whatever is going on negatively in another friend's life but we can share the experience together and be there for one another, even if it is just our presence. I appreciate you being there, even if just for the sake of being there ... Try not to isolate yourself. Luv ya ❤😘

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    Leaving PAO for a few days because no one wants to hear this stupid negativity anymore.

    EVEN I HATE MYSELF.

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    2. Spankablebutt

      Spankablebutt

      I love you guys, thank you  for being a support to me.

      I am not leaving - I just meant I was ( lol, didn't work out that way) going to take a few days off because I hate how negatve I am and i don't want to spread bad vibes.

      But , yeah, you are right, poorclare...venting in a safe space is healthy.

      Though, my preference would just to be happy all the time.

      But I do not seem to be able to do that.

       

    3. PooreClare

      PooreClare

      No one can be happy all the time, unfortunately. Ups and downs are just part of the human condition. But you'll have really good days again soon. Just breathe.

    4. Spankablebutt

      Spankablebutt

      thank you for the reminder.

      I am hanging on...

      it is just harder sometimes to do so than others.

      Feeling better already though :' ( <---- hahahah, my attempt at smiling)

       

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