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  1. Like a healthy human I am going to use the anxiety from my brother and the stress of possibly being offered/forced into a promotion I don't want to lose 14lbs in a month. See you then

    1. PooreClare

      PooreClare

      Hey, I'm also taking the raw emotions of familial stress to restrict my ass off. Twinsies.

  2. My brother tried to take his life not this Friday but last and I literally don't know what to do. Not expecting a response, just needed to type this where someone would see this who doesn't know me. 

    1. PooreClare

      PooreClare

      I'm so sorry to hear that. I can only imagine how scary that must be. 

    2. hypothetical

      hypothetical

       I’ve been there with my mom. If you have anyone to lean on, please confide in them. It’s a lot, a lot for one person to handle. I wish both of you well, and my inbox is open if you need to vent. 

  3. Anyone else enjoy figuring out the calories in recipes or, am I the weird one here?

  4. My wisdom teeth are coming through. This means I have the most beautiful lisp but, I can't chew properly. I can only manage liquids and mush. Therefore, noone can be 'concerned' because I am in pain god damnit and it will help me get rid of these pounds. Silver linings and all that! 

    1. fatgly

      fatgly

      Yeah my wisdom tooth still bothered me when they're not supposed to at 30. It felt like every year they were active but I only got rid of two lower ones.

    2. seair

      seair

      Ugh, mine have been coming through for the past 10 years, so I know your pain

  5. Taking a break from here for a few weeks. Hope you all stay well! 

    1. PooreClare

      PooreClare

      Take good care of yourself!

  6. Discussing how dangerous it is to fast all day with my colleagues as if my disordered ass doesn't survive off black coffee and diet coke until 5pm each day. They say to hide in plain sight?! 

    1. PooreClare

      PooreClare

      You're like a double agent.

    2. seair

      seair

      That sounds way cooler

  7. I just want to check out of reality

    1. PooreClare

      PooreClare

      Big mood. I need a 500 year vacation somewhere away from people.

    2. seair

      seair

      @PooreClare I would say take me with you but, that would defeat the purpose of being away from people

  8. This three day weekend can not come quick enough. Get me out of this city and into the countryside! Come at me fresh air.

    1. PooreClare

      PooreClare

      I'm looking forward to some pool time, myself.

    2. seair

      seair

      @PooreClare hope you have a good weekend!

  9. tuesday 21st may 2019 i have to eat pizza on friday and a meal out on Sunday as it is my boyfriends mums 60th. I am known to have an eating disorder so try to eat 'normally' in front of others hence why my restriction intentions always turns into guilt ridden compensation. yesterday I made spaghetti bolognese (532). The boyfriend had some too. In prep for pizza and the stupid meal out: liquid fast until pizza on Friday. Update on weekend plans. Allowed: black coffee, herbal teas, 200ml hazelnut milk (144), diet coke and low calorie energy drinks - the white monster (11) usually - thanks to whoever mentioned this in a thread/topic it is a life saver. Low calorie hot chocolate (38-40). The hazelnut milk I need to use up as I hate food waste and try to save the environment when I can. I also have to justify everything haha. My intake can be around 200-300. I must burn this off though. WHY DOES EVERYTHING REVOLVE AROUND FOOD? I JUST WANT ONE WEEK WHERE I DON'T HAVE TO DEDICATE TIME TO COMPENSATING FOR FUTURE FOOD. I would like to go back to people not knowing and be like 98lbs thank you. Blergh.
  10. I am aware I put Friday 25th above. I literally cannot count. monday 20th may 2019 b: multivitamim, dispersible vitamin c tablet, black coffee l: low cal hot chocolate (38) s: black coffee d: soup (98) toast (158) veggie sausages (111) ketchup (10) mustard (5) cherry tomatoes (14) hazelnut milk (142) low cal jelly (10) 586
  11. I need a plan monday 20th to friday 25th b: multivitamin, vitamin c dispersable tablet and black coffee l: hot chocolate (38) d: anything (0 - 572) exercise: 20, 000 steps and 20 crunches/toe touches every time I go to the bathroom - i have been doing this crunches/toe touch thing for years as it is an easy way to get 100+ crunches in a day (toe touches when the cubicle is too small)
  12. @chi Happy Birthday!
  13. Read an article today that said the NHS waiting time for adults with eating disorders to get the mental health assistance needed is 31 months. Welcome to the UK. 

    1. PAO

      PAO

      That reminds me of the beginning of Nutriously Nicola! (check out the Film & Video collection!)

    2. seair

      seair

      @PAO oh god, I have seen it! It is depressingly accurate. Mental health support in the UK is pretty horrendous once you get over 18. In my experience, you feel a nuisance and it prevents you from seeking it because, what is the point? It is going to take so long. 

  14. My hipbones are becoming more prominent. Hopefully this fast will fix my belly.
  15. Gonna fast until Friday evening, I am in the UK so it is currently Tuesday evening. I am meeting with a friend on Friday for drinks meaning this may not be the best idea I have ever had as I am essentially going to be drinking on a very empty stomach BUT, I am sick of purging all the time and the only way I can stop myself at the moment is not eating. This could go balls up but fuck it at least I want have to scoop bits of digested food out of the shower for two nights. I am allowed black coffee, herbal teas and diet coke. However, if I feel super out of it, I will have coconut water. I really do not want to as it feels like I am losing but, I have an overly hectic week at work and need to be on it.
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